Friends

Remember how I ALWAYS tell you "Eh its 11:11 make a wish make a wish!"
Like almost every other night.. I'd accidentally see 11:11 on the clock?

These prompts are caused by a group of fun-loving angels & are part of our cellular memory to "wake up" and remember why we are here! Those of us who have returned to earth to help in service of humanity, the children, the animals - in rising the LOVE vibration and helping to help earth with the transformation of the planet & humanity.

The 11:11 Wake-Up Calls on your clocks, computers, and microwaves are the "trade-mark" prompts of a group of just 1,111 fun-loving Spirit Guardians, or Angels.

Once they have your attention, they will use other digits, like 12:34, or 2:22 to remind you of their presence.

Some examples :
11:11 is a gateway/opening activator
12.12 is another gateway
3.33 means speed & haste
4.44 's are the Angels number - meaning they are with you, around you, looking after you

I always wished and prayed for you. Always.

14 more days to school reopen.
I had a pathetic 3months of holidays filled with deprivation of rest and fun, and excessive stress, emotions and workload. and then again, i realised, when school starts, i am going to get busy again. i know this is not the right way, but i guess its the only way.

La Roux rocks and here's a piece of lyric taken from their latest hit, "In For The Kill",

We can fight our desires
But when we start making fires
We get ever so hot
Whether we like it or not
They say we can love who we trust
But what is love without lust?
Two hearts with accurate devotions
And what are feelings without emotions?

I'm going in for the kill
I'm doing it for a thrill
Oh I'm hoping you'll understand
And not let go of my hand

Quick Update:

Sunday (today): Bendemeer Steamboat with mother, brother, brother's girlfriend and a few other families closing in on us at the crowded coffeeshop. Got home to catch Singapore Idol Finale incidentally, and concluded that Singaporeans can't sing. Or at least, those who can sing, aren't on the show. Calvin came over for a round of SHITHEAD and for half a can of tiger beer, the other half went to the unsuspecting cockroaches at the garbage. Poor roaches. And then it's time for delicious.

Saturday: BBQ with brother's company: Royden, Henry, Anna, Nicole, Calvin, Jazryl and a few other passer-bys who took part by exclaiming MERRY CHRISTMAS on Boxing Day, I found it rather strange, but given their geeky appearance, I took a step back from mental stab. Zouk after that with Calvin Royden and Jazryl and found the music easy to dance to. Probably insulated with alcohol and the resistance to look bad in front of a party crowd. Royden soon then disappeared among the crowd...

Friday: Mimolette and then Butter Factory.

Thursday: Xmas eve with Wini.

Wed: Movie with Marcus, caught Bodyguard and Assassin. No good.

Tuesday: Crabby Day Part 2 with Vanessa, Calvin, Sean, Wini, Kane Ian, and myself. Took a bus down later to Prinsep Street for some dart game and beer before L4D2. And then met Marcus and Clement for supper and pool. As usual, I won.

Monday: Can't remember, but I think I met Calvin for movie. Don't look back. I will never look back on this movie.

And then there was Ninja Assassin with Marcus (can't remember which date), there was Poptart with usual people, a couple more of L4D2 sessions, etc etc.

Needed to document my holidays in case I forget the good times.

Next 3 days: Kukup Trip with Work People (aka Sports Club) and then be back on NYE to party with my homeboys and girls at Sean's.

And then 2010 comes and we all feel brand new and all that jazz.

back in singapore. back to reality of life.
good night.

How are you, my lovelies? I hope you had a festive holiday season too, filled with much love and laughter among family and friends. That's a photo of our homemade tiramisu log cake. It was yum.

In the last week of December, I tend to think about the year gone by. This year, I have much to be grateful for. The love of family, friends, colleagues, being accepted to pursue my Masters degree and above all, the newest addition to my family, my beautiful baby girl, Marissa. I want you to know that you have brought much joy into our lives.



My girls on Christmas day. Their usual monkeying around shot. Andrea looks like she's picking something from Marissa's back. And well, Marissa looks like she's pretty much enjoying it.

I got engaged and then I got married.
To an ang moh who loves anal sex.
HAHA.

Your grand dad left home for the circus. He was young just like me,
with hope to explore. He married a girl in Virginia.
She could swing the trapeze; they could sleep on the floor.

Your mother was born in December, on the one sunny day that winter gave up.
She had warm summer eyes that flickered like fireflies,
when she stared at the world.

So why do you leave these stories unfinished,
my Cheshire cat doorstop with tears in her eyes?
Why do you look when you've already found it?
What did you find that could leave you walking by?

She was raised in a New England village.
Then she moved to LA with her firefly stare,
and you loved sunset strip when it sparkled,
you grew up and you sparkled but why don't you care?

So why do you leave these stories unfinished,
my Cheshire cat doorstop with tears in her eyes?
Why do you look when you've already found me?
What did you find that could leave you walking by?

These nights I get high just from breathing.
When I lie here with you I'm sure that I'm real,
like that firework over the freeway.
I could stay here all day but that's not how you feel.

So why do you leave these questions unanswered?
The circus awaits and you're already gone.
My Cheshire cat doorstop with fear in your smile,
what makes it so easy for you to be walking by?
And what did I do that you can't seem to want me?
Why do we lie here and whisper goodbyes?
Where can I go that your pictures won't haunt me?
What makes it so easy for you to be walking by?

xxx


Always and forever will.